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wildlyfreemoon · 11 hours ago

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sometimes i hear negan talk about lucielle (the bat, not the woman) and im like... man get some healthy coping mechanisms bc this isnt it...

#like take up journaling or something #the walking dead #twd #negan smith #wildlywatches <3 #wildlywatches <3 the walking dead

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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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dreaming abt sophomore year class swap bard!riz

#fantasy high #fantasy high sophomore year #fhsy #riz gukgak #ft. kalina #fh class quangle #tbh Im not suuuper happy with the bones of these designs yet #but also its just a bit hard to measure up to how strong ''kid who wears suit to school'' is #I kiinda gear the sophomore year design specifically towards like. cameraman-esque aesthetics #kind of dude who's working the light rig And the audio at the same time. dude who's running inbetween two huge tripods #theres also a thing with the freshman year arcade scene that I wanted to draw but just do not have the energy today #maybe in the future! if I can be bothered to draw biz lmao #I wanna draw something for cleric!gorgug first anyway... specifically his death in freshman year #man I'm so glad I tossed bard!riz into investigative journalism that is SO annoying. exactly what I set out to do with my classswaps #can you imagine going to school with that guy. can you imagine going to school with tintin #this also makes kipperlilly vs riz even funnier like influencer vs journalist? it'd be the Worst #man thinking of it I should rework gorgug's design too. currently his sophomore design is really zac core lmao #and zac can pull it off but character design wise its. really nothing. laughs #his junior year design is full aerith at least so that one Im very happy with. what if I tell u cassandra is the deity of #the inbetween spaces in this class swap thingy. and gorgug offers her domain as a stop for folks fresh out of a faith to gather themselves #that being transgender as fuck is kinda coincidental lmao. but well I stand by it I like that #nobody's design has jumped out to me like riz and gorgug yet. adaine I have a prreeetty good idea for #mostly bc shes the hoodie kid this time round lmao. gamer adaine true believers rise up #we take it easy! we take it easy as we go. these comics-lite were real fun to do. I should do that more

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bmpmp3 · 8 months ago

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sorry to be a bit of a hater but i do wish youtubers weren't so scared of making their videos just like, "reviews", whys everything gotta be a "video essay" all the time. every day my recommendations are filled with 40 minute videos titled "_____: An Underrated Masterpiece" where the first like five minutes are reading the wikipedia definition of "masterpiece" in a somber voice with dramatic themed text on screen. please just tell me how good or bad you think something is and use the rest of the runtime to explain why. you dont need to put on all these airs

#i know the ahem. channel. of some awe....... that whole situation kind of scared people off from using the word review #but like we live in the future now. you can make a review. i believe in you #AND LIKE i like a good video essay!! but im picky. because i read academic shit for fun #when i see a capital E essay im expecting theses. im expecting sub headers. im expecting multiple examples AND footnotes with asides #(and i know this is a controversial topic but i do expect them to be long. because if you read aloud a 4 page journal article its gonna)#(take a bit of time LOL maybe i just read too much academia shit. but i dunno man. theres not a lot you can say about like a big huge)#(topic with multiple angles if you only have like 10 minutes. maybe i just talk too slow. i need to breath <3 )#theres other formats too. surveys. retrospectives. informative essays. persuasive essays. etc #and like i also read lots of reviews not just of like movies and books but of like gallery exhibitions and shit!! they can be extremely #interesting a lot of work and some really beautiful writing!! nothing wrong with a review!!! theyre important #but i do get annoyed with like. the odd air of pretention i see in a lot of video essays. especially cause its usually not backed up by #the content. i dont care for those airs in academia either. nor do i like it in documentaries #just talk naturally. you'll find your voice. there might be pretention in it in the end but it'll be yours #if im making sense. i hear a lot of people talking in a pretention that is not their own. something they put on because thats what they #think they should do. you need to find your own pretention. be pretentious in a way that feels natural to youuuuuu #hell im being pretentious. about this LOL but like its my own. it is a pretentiousness ive built over the past half decade #play around. write a blog. i dunno. find your voice dear youtubers. find your voice

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valeriannnn · 8 months ago

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I know little of the Keepers and their cultural norms, but I suppose it should not come as a surprise that matters of grooming and personal maintenance should carry a more pragmatic connotation for those who live in such isolation - or perhaps our friend is simply strange, regardless of his context. I must admit: it was no small comfort to me, in those frigid days heralding the twilight of the Dragonsong War, to discover that our champion did not share our Sharlayan intuition toward personal space. Our more guarded companions don't always share my gratitude for the attention, but I believe that after our long estrangement, even the coldest of hearts could not fail to be warmed by such a gesture.

Wolcred Week 2024 Day 1: Warmth | Home

ok as mentioned in the tags i didnt have time to render a complete scene for this but i found this old mspaint sketch that demonstrates the Vibe. tyagoa just walked up behind him after cleaning up from their meal

#ffxiv #wolcred #wolcred week #wolcred week 2024 #valerianart #caption is alphinaud journal entry #please imagine everyone is making camp and sitting down i simply did not have time to draw the wider context U_U #to be perfectly transparent i am doing the prompts kind of ass backwards and the degree of effort varies #but come sit with me and imagine #we can hold hands if you want #anyway tyagoa does a lot of Fussing post-vault #at the time it's really the only tell that things are. well. you know how things are.#i think little grieving alphie would soak that up like a sponge but it would come as quite the shock to the other returning scions #shtola probably had to set some polite but firm boundaries #but tyagoa would appreciate that #he likes knowing what his friends like #and vhasoa was frequently touch-averse so he doesnt take it as an insult or anything #anyway i think it's a combo of [gestures to heavensward] and the way that traveling through the wilderness with a small group feels like #well #like home to him #that kind of shortcuts through all the Eorzean Social Customs that he's learned to navigate #i hc his tribe as being very casually tactile with each other #to the extent that something like this doesn't even register as intimacy #not to him anyway LOL

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daftpatience · 8 months ago

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it's so over for me now that I know I can get these

#its a 500 sheet pack of kokuyo paper in a4 size #im so excited bc its basically a huge stack of fountain pen friendly paper at the same price of any old printer paper pack #ALSO. IM SICK OF LETTER PAPER THIS IS AN A4 HOUSEHOLD FROM NOW ON. theyre so similar it doesnt MATTER #i like stitching up little books now and then and it always bugs me that the paper i have on hand doesnt fold up to a5 or a6 size #now i can make little journals that actually fit in a hobonichi sleeve or something!!! and are nice to write in!!!#my old handmade books did not take fountain pen well so they got relegated to The Shelf #stationery

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morelikesin · 11 days ago

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I could be finishing up art projects, or even writing my book! Maybe take some photography shots I need for said book - man, so many things I could be working on for my passion proj

Aaaaaand I'm playing Morrowind again. Slay action

#I did however finish decorating my sketchbook And my new year planner so. this is a little treat for me #what's on the horizon well. I can finish up the chapter 3 drawings and post those as a collection #I also have a southern belle Sam I'm almost done with! and a wedding dress Sam #I have the inspiration to do the vintage frosted cake from the prologue and one of the flashback scenes #I have a ton of stuff to do so it isn't out of lack of means I just. wan play morrowin. wealth beyond measure my friend #text #not art #should I make a thoughts tag. like how the cool tumblrinas do they have a tag specifically to document their thoughts #sam speaks. right well I would use that but I think I'd be hard judged for my kinning so I will not be doing that #late tag for the real ones: I COULD justify it by saying uh. I'm playing to better write the scenes that take place in Morrowind #or that I plan to write my Nerevarine's journal into a real journal complete with different colored topics and dates #but I could also just say I need to enjoy something without the 'go go go' of productivity. woe upon my troubles #tes #morrowind #screenshots

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epickiya722 · 5 months ago

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I am so sorry. I apologize. But when I saw this child my brain immediately thought of him as some mash-up of Burnin and Curious. LOOK!

Eyes - Curious

Element Hair - Burnin

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izar-tarazed · 7 months ago

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We're good to go, I think.

#a passing flash of starlight | ooc #elden ring #shadow of the erdtree #set up a little journal for note-taking during my first playthrough #(i wanted to do something like that with the main game but never did)#(maybe this time)

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timothylawrence · 1 year ago

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finding out Ulder was distant from pretty much Wylls birth has left me only capable of thinking abt how lonely all of Wyll’s childhood stories are. he’s always alone in them and if his father ever makes an appearance, it’s to scold him.

no wonder he searched for mermaids and lead such a fantastical imagination. he was always alone and the only person he ever craved love and attention from was unreachable- even if he was physically there.

And now I’m reminded of a quote by Dennis Nurkse: in the park the child says: watch me. It will not count unless you see.

#ewbie.txt #quite literally doomed to never make him proud #like why is this kid at a bar getting his first kiss. why does his dad keep sending him to the sharess caress for notes when he has more #capable people around him. I swear it feels like he just couldn’t handle his son around him. maybe it was the guilt.#maybe he just wanted wyll to find something else to cling to that wasn’t him because he knew he couldn’t open up to his own kid #and then he sends him away. battered and maimed. instead of trying to understand what happened #miz literally knew what she was doing when she preyed after wyllyam she knew he was going to take her offer and she knew how to isolate him #BUT THEN HE KEEPS ALL HIS TREASURED MOMENTS IN A JOURNAL!! SECURED FROM EVERYONE!!#was it out of shame?? out of heartbreak??? could he not stand to see any mention of his boy!!!#ughhhhhhh everyone in wylls life failed him!!! everyone!!!

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girl-bateman · 1 year ago

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Every day I am reminded that 90% of my problems would be solved if I actually listened to my intuition like ever

#my intuition: 'thats stupid. dont do that'#me: hm.. anyway ! :D #literally it does not register.. 😒#ok so what i did that was embarrassingly stupid.... ugh ok.. eh..#its like genuinely genuinely stupid ok like actually #ugh #ok so im making a new passport and i assumed that since the old one is old i didnt need it anymore #and so i cut out the cute little picture of myself for my travel journal and threw the rest of the passport away #meanwhile thinking: hmm. well this doesn't feel right but google said it was fine so i guess its fine. anyway look at that cute picture :D #and now i realise that the police need the old passport for when im taking out the new passport #so yes. embarrassingly stupid. there u go #i feel not great abt all this tbb. my brain has a tendency to overreact so now im convinced im not gonna be able to travel like i planned #plus im totally going to passport jail for idiots who cut up their own passport and throw them away #WHY LITERALLY WHY #i just wanted the cute little picture IM SORRY DONT TAKE ME TO JAIL 💔💔💔💔💔#no but actually i do feel very not great about this genuinely actually genuinely </3 #the curse of scrapbooking i guess #is there a way i can tell the police im literally a neurodivergent (ex)minor ? and that this old passport thing is very offensive to me #anyhow.. yes its ok to laugh at my stupidity here but pls also remember im fragile 😢 💔 a poor little meow meow or something to that effect

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thecoolerbrother · 4 months ago

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i think something moonage daydream was really good at doing was capturing a vibe

#sir.txt #the thing it was second best at was painting a picture... that movie is a watercolor rendition of a galaxy to me #i feel like the linear progression of bowie's life in the movie never being marked by any specific dates not even years... it gives it that #not cut and dry feeling. none of these events exist solely in one day of one year they are something that will span longer than ourselves #one day- a couple of hours- stretched into infinity simply by the fact that they were not confined within a date #i think that's something worthy of bowie. to be immortalized not through the medium itself but by how the medium refuses to cage him within #any set parameters that would be too extreme and unsatisfying for him would he be there to choose #instead letting him trespass all those barriers and just be and transcend #my boyfriend says the film is like bowies superstar cosmic journal well i say the film is like bowies watercolor rendition of a galaxy in #formation- and all the stars are still forming and the watercolor still hasn't dried as another layer is added so shades melt within-into-#each other #like how bowie refused to keep himself caged within one style one look one identity he surpassed all of those boundaries and transformed #into something else... it is only fair that the film capture it in a similar way... all of the flashy colors and editing is just a #projection of bowies spirit itself in all its vibrancy and extravagance without being supercilious #this movie was touching but also fun for the sake of fun and eccentric for the sake of eccentricity. it's a must watch for whoever loves #bowie at his most raw and unrestrained and undefined... i felt like falling through the screen to bw held by him at several moments #BECAUSE that's what the movie is it's the galaxy wrapping its arms around the unknowing astronaut #and welcoming them into itself because nobody in this reality is actually an outsider of life- nobody passively observes the universe-#that's something that i found very moving in the film was how bowie surpassed that feeling of all-encompassing loneliness that was #what propeled him to create art... and found acceptance and loving and understood he wasn't alien to all of it.#it's very moving again like i said. but specially movingfor someone like me who struggles so hard not to simply idly observe things and let #life reject me. I can't keep letting these things write themselves into existence over and over and maybe just maybe #that film helped me snap back into a higher sense of lucidity where i realise i have to take control of my life #but like. anyway.#bowies life is very mythologised but in part it is very much a self constructed myth which he himself took the time to skillfully architect #and its such that myth ceases to be only in suspension and untangible: bowie being extraterrestrial.#he.... he integrates so much into the planet he does become an energy traversing through earth. he becomes life itself but in the least self #important way this sentiment could be expressed.#there will never be another bowie- as there will never be another dylan or reed or lennon. there will never be circumstances which will come #but to quote the movie. his life hasnt ended. only changed. thats beautiful. anyways my tags are up

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thereareeyesinsidethetrees · 5 months ago

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y’know if there’s one good thing that came out of the book of bill, it’s that you can’t take it as canon and be a proponent of same coin theory at the same time

#IF you take it as canon #<<<< that’s the worst thing to come out of book of bill #folks going ‘you IDIOT haven’t you read book of bill??? it confirmed blah blah blah!’#book of bill::::#-just came out not too long ago #-is hazardous to folks who are sensitive to unreality/derealization (cough cough us cough cough)#-not everyone will be able to afford it right now- especially since it just came out #-god forbid anyone lives in a country that doesn’t have access to the book right now (or possibly ever)#idk. maybe ae’m an idiot for not reading it but ae’d rather be an idiot than even more disconnected from this reality than ae already am #the book being enforced canon just seems kinda cruel? like ae don’t know what’s in there and ae’m not going to be able to find out #same goes for folks that can’t afford or don’t have access to or aren’t willing to potentially risk their mental health for it #also why is book of bill considered canon and something like the time traveling choose-your-own-adventure isn’t??#or mabel and dipper’s guide isn’t??#idk. the only reason ae’ve ever considered journal 3 canon #is because it shows up in the actual show and the pages we see between the two are pretty damn consistent #you don’t get that with book of bill or any of the others #idk. aey ramble is stupid and so am ae. don’t take anything ae say too seriously cause it probably makes no sense

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kissingarthurclaus · 11 months ago

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HOLD ON HOLD ON HOLD-

Just saw a piece of DEVASTATING Rebels fanart that implies that (at least in Kanan's case? maybe) his master PERSONALLY put in his signature padawan braid. It's probably not standard or anything but let's assume that in my universe it IS traditional for a master to braid their padawan's hair once they officially decide to guide them.

Kepler has gone through at least 3 masters before, none of which have stuck with him for very long so he probably had to put his braid in himself and do his best to take care of it with no help from anyone 😭😭 his design is intentionally messy cause it suited his personality but now im imagining he was even MORE disheveled when he was first assigned to Brea I'd making me...

AND ALSO IMAGINING HER CAREFULLY AND LOVINGLY REBRAIDING HIS HAIR FOR THE FIRST TIME...WHAT IF I SHIT AND CRIED

#jane journals #self insert talk #platonic f/o #familial f/o #🪐 kepler quinn 🪐#IM GENUINELY A BIT EMOTIOMAL #kep starts to take better care of himself because someone cares about him #someone expects something of him now but its not THEIR version of perfect. its HIS #hes given room to develop his own style his own preferences to hone his own strengths #hes never told what he SHOULD be again and hes never compared to anyone else again. not by her #he still carries those shadows of the ones who doubted him and made him feel small and helpless and wrong #but he starts to feel like he can let them go one by one ; ^ ;#CRYING AND THROWING UP #btw...been working more on the lyric video too #but idk i think i gotta draw something for this now too the fuck 😭😭

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brittlebutch · 4 months ago

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actually, having a kind of revelatory moment here of if HRT was something i have been considering for this long, but has remained inaccessible to me, then that means i Do actually have opinions about my appearance/presentation, so just because i can't take That Particular step doesn't mean that there aren't plenty of other avenues i could be pursuing (ie, clothing/accessories/etc.) that i just haven't let myself up until this point. like i don't have to shove it All aside just because there's one thing i can't get -- I'd probably still wind up a lot happier if I took those other steps I've spent all these years ignoring

#N posts stuff #like what i mean is; the nearest informed consent clinic is like 80 miles away. theoretically some people could pull that off probably #but i can barely do 5-10 mile drives so that's fundamentally inaccessible. the realization is that IF it was closer #the probability of me actually pursuing that is actually kind of high. not even because i feel a particular NEED for it #hrt is one of those things that for Me is like 'i just think it would be Cool. i don't need it but i might be happier trying it'#BUT one thing i've consistently had problems with is that i Do Not really buy myself clothes because i always get caught up on cost #like 'if i don't really care That Much why should i invest in it' thing. i've been in that rut for most of my life i'd say #complicated by the fact taht i do depend on my mom's advice/help for a Lot of things and we have fundamentally incompatible styles #so not being able to agree on things makes it hard to actually Pursue what i want in these areas #but if leading up to researching clinic options i was both thinking 'i'd spend the money on this' AND 'i'd completely #disregard my mother's opinions on this' in order to pursue it; then since it's inaccessible to me i Should be taking those core convictions #and bringing them to the things i Can change/access and take Those steps instead #to use a wildly different metaphor - the vacation thing of 'wherever you go there You are' -> HRT is the big expensive vacation #but if my clothes are still something i'm not happy with then how much genuine satisfaction would i get out of my appearance after #taking those Big Steps. since the little ones have been left completely in the dust. you know?#no one asked but tumblr is like the only medium i use where i actually go back and look at things from the past #so if i have some kind of revelation about my life it has to go on tumblr if i want to remember it.#(like sure i Could keep journals but actually reading back through them makes me nauseated lmao. so not very helpful in practice)

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fluffypotatey · 7 months ago

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i fucking hate horse race journalism

#no i am not talking about the literal journalism that covers horse racing #i’m talking about how the news media in the USA handles politics LIKE it’s a fucking horse race #idk who came up with the name bc it’s been a year since i read up on it #but jfc it explains why my skin crawls every time i hear about national politics bc it truly feels like news stations are treating #everything political like it’s sport stats. everything about policies or acts or bills or whatever the fuck all go down to their polls #Polls this #Polls that #but our margin of error will be in tiny fucking font that you can’t read bc it’s on TV and you’ll need to get real close to read it #also that will only make sense if stats wasn’t an elective #i am so fucking tired that every quote is met with a ‘ooooooh is [representative] gonna take it???’ or some shit #sorry i’m annoyed rn #presencial debate is on and i can’t change the channel despite how much i want to bc something tells me that this debate will #cause me to lose braincells #but what the duck do i know #anyway #ignore me #prob will delete later

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sonknuxadow · 7 months ago

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okay im definitely going to be away from home when sxs gens comes out i need to figure out how im going to deal with this

#its not the end of the world if i cant play it immediately i guess (though it will be painful)#im mostly concerned about pre order bonuses and how exactly i should pre order the game that sort of thing #doesnt help that im torn between physical and digital. like im probably gonna pick physical #because i hate spending more than like 15 dollars on a digital game. unless its digital only.#but theres pros and cons to both wwhich makes me worry about making the wrong choice ..#like having to miss out on stuff like an entire stage just because i dont wanna buy digital deluxe really sucks....#well digital players getting to play early isnt something i have to take into account at least since i wont be able to play anyway #switch players are excluded from playing early for some reason and im not gonna have access to my xbox because im gonna be gone #and getting it on my laptop is just out of the question entirely i dont think itd be able to handle a game like that #so . doesnt matter.#but i still have to think about the pre order bonuses . and how im gonna get the game exactly. because i really want geralds journal </3 #if i go physical i can get a friend to pick it up i guess???#or maybe on my trip i can pre order it at the last minute at a store thats in the area and then go pick it up when i have the time #idkkk i have a few months to figure this out still so i dont have to rush into coming up wiht a plan but im still thinking about it

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